Wednesday, June 29, 2005 - (T_T) : this cannot go on. i cannot continue to fail my tests. if i do i will DIE for my As. physics and bio and maths are over, and i seriously hope i dont fail maths. and bio. since bio is the subject i spent the most time on and i practically made a major mess out of my essay questions. ah. the ironies of our lives. in fact i spent so much time on bio that i completely neglected phy. it was 1 week before the exam when i tried to recall what i had studied for phy, but i couldnt. it was in the next few moments of feeling like this (-_-'') that i realised that i COMPLETELY forgot about phy because i had spent so much time on bio. if i fail the bio paper, im going on a STRIKE.

anyways, it seems i have a j4 dance senior by the name of Evelyn. haha... well, Evelyn, if you are reading this, i have completely no idea who you are!! haha... no offence meant though... well, after reading her entry at my tag board, it confirmed God's calling! that i was not the only person in the little red pimple of the world that God has called out of secular dance. hai... sometimes its so disheartening and difficult to try to tell others about secularism and God's standard.

people always say:" its impossible lah...what rubbish...how to live like that?!??! its too EXTREME..." yep. thats what they alllways say. but at the end of the day, its God's standard: no secular music, no secular dance...nothing secular. its a fine line to draw, and sometimes people who disagree with this will take it entirely out of context and say things like:"secular? then is eating secular? then dont eat lah! depend on God lah! He will give you food what...(trying to suan me)" now that is stupid. God gave Man common sense, people. use it.

in a nutshell, its being holy.

But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do (1 Peter 1:15)

"Be holy, because I am holy."(Lev. 11:44,45; 19:2; 20:7)

yup. its not too extreme. people who say its "too extreme" just want to have one foot in the world and one foot in God.

"No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."(Matthew 6:24)

although it says money here, the verse is not speaking exclusively on money. the first line of the verse clearly states it. some people say:"so long as i dont worship the music, its ok!" no its not. can u imagine Jesus listening to secular music-songs about drugs,adulterous love, and above all, sex-, then singing songs of worship to God next? can you imagine Jesus going to a temple of God in one moment then proceed on to a pub after that?

"Everything is permissible" - but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible" - but not everything is constructive.(1 Corinthians 10:23)

in fact, some people say that the Bible never said anything about ponography and masturbation, so they are fine. in fact they are NOT fine. further studying of the Scripture will reveal that both are sins of lust. the Bible doesnt say anything about pink dolphins and giraffes. so they don't exist? think again... in all cases, you dont even need the Scripture to affirm what is right or wrong. the conviction of the Holy Spirit itself is enough. i used to think that masturbation was alright and not a sin, until one day the Holy Spirit convicted me and revealed to me that it was a sin of lust and selfish sex. i didnt even need to read the Bible to learn that it was a sin.

if u dont feel any conviction in your spiritual life pertaining to the things that are obviously not right with God, then something is seriously wrong. its amazing how some people can serve in the worship ministry and yet listen to secular songs about sex and puppy love. this Christian generation needs a REVIVAL in their spiritual lives... its saddening to see even Christians caught in the devil's trap...

as Pastor Ben said, "Sadden my heart that they claimed to be Christians but without good foundations. Another tactic of the devil, you can go to church all you want but just dun get too serious with God."

hai...

C.K blogged at 4:04 AM