Sunday, July 03, 2005 - :) :( :) :( : i is back. from a day at church and shopping with my mum. why on earth is everyone SO shocked and impressed that an 18 year old guy like me goes out with my parents??? alright. fine. call me obiang or unglam, but i love my parents ok... although i admit that i don't always exhibit that love, i do... ha. typical syndrome of many sons out there. anyways, i receive some bewildered looks from strangers whenever i go orchard road with my mum. i hope they are not thinking that im her social escort or something. :S.

aaanyways....my mom jus accepted the Lord today. while people are congratulating me, im afraid. afraid that it will not last. afraid that she'll go back to her pagan ways. afraid that for the sake of not creating any quarrels that she will sacrifice her salvation for a compromise. hai... a part of me sings with joy, yet another part broods in silence. yes. i need your prayers. well, the good thing is that my mom is being discipled by sister cindy. and my dad is the next target... he doesnt want to be a christian not because he hates christianity or anything. he made a promise to my grandma, that he will continue the thingy bout ancestral praying. the irony of it all is tt both my grandparents accepted the Lord before they passed away. hai... i think he needs to be spoken to...

this salvation in my family is so fragile. and i feel so frustrated, i want to scream. just holler to yonder land. Arrr....

C.K blogged at 5:48 AM