Wednesday, August 31, 2005 - :

When im alone the world is such a different place

Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face

It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down

Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found

When everyting starts crashing down

When all I know falls to the ground

When darkness comes and I can't see

You're always there to rescue me

Just when I think that Ive got it figured out

You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt

But you've got it all within the power of your hand

It seems like the more I know the less I understand

When everyting starts crashing down

When all I know falls to the ground

When darkness comes and I can't see

You're always there to rescue me

When all my strength has turned to fear

When I wonder if you're near

When I dont know how to break free

You're always there to rescue me

I wonder if Ill make it through this darkest night

I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight

Im reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light

I know you're by my side

It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down

Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found

When everyting starts crashing down

When all I know falls to the ground

When darkness comes and I can't see

You're always there to rescue me

When all my strength has turned to fear

When I wonder if you're near

When I dont know how to break free

You're always there to rescue me

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one of my favourite songs.

ever.

it speaks of my mood now.

doesn't really take much of a nerdball to figure out my mood.

my greatest fear, on this doomed ball of a planet

is that one day, i walk away from my God.

that one day, where the sins of Man no longer irks me,

when my heart grows cold to the touch of the one of this world,

when my mind caves in on itself and sees only what my eyes tell me,

when my soul dies to the voice of God.

and my fears are not unfounded.

They are very real.

They can happen.

And they will happen,

If i stop seeking God.

so therefore, do pray for me.

when God gave me the vision of the thousand white stairs,

i knew the road wouldn't be easy,

i knew the struggles would just increase,

i knew that Jesus would always be there to carry me should i stumble,

but sometimes, i wonder if He's there.

sometimes.

C.K blogged at 8:26 AM