Tuesday, October 11, 2005 - : it has been so long since i last blogged.

frankly, me brain is on the verge of an overload. all this mugging and panicking and fearing that i won't get my As is really putting my mind on one heck of a strain.

im practically mugging 3 subjects a day by doing A level papers, and im still so darn insecure at this point of time when i should be in the process of encouraging myself rather than burning myself out...

:(

ah well. C'est la vie... i just got to suck it in and PRAY. prayer can do wonders you know... cus i know my God answers and hears and knows what im going through!

:D

anyhow, i hope i can do well for As? but i know ultimately nothing is up to me. all i can hope to do is just to do my best... maybe ill do well enough for me to jump and dance, or do well enough to eat grass for a living... then again,

Jehovah Jireh

that means the Lord Provides... so i will wait on Him. but that's no excuse not to mug...

Sigh...

ah well. all this worrying and slacking is not going to help. i must get down to it. and i got a Jason Upton CD for my Bdae!!

i must say, Jason Upton has a GREAT voice. but above that, his songs are pretty good. you ought to give it a try! (if you listen to Gospel and absolutely cannot stand secular songs).

speaking of secular songs, i find them so meaningless. what are secular songs? all the songs from MTV yade yade... but of course, my dearest readers didn't come to listen to me preach.

and to record my physical achievements, i finally manage to run 4.5+ km at one stretch!

WooHoo!

ok la ok la... i can hear all you macho, muscular, buff guys going,

"aiyah.... 4.5 km ONLY... i can do 8 km LOR...."

-__-

ok la whatever la. its my first time ok.... i have always failed my 2.4 since secondary school. in secondary 1, i ran bout 14+ mins which is awfully sad. ditto that for secondary school. and finally, in secondary 3, i passed!

but i failed in secondary 4. : ' (

but anyways, when i got to J1, i started to pass! i don't know how la. but its great... :D

in anycase, do keep me in prayer... A levels is really not fun.

i really really really cannot wait for the As to be over.

but ironically,

i don't want time to pass so quickly,

cus i got so much to brush up on... ah. the sweet, sweet ironies of our lives...

C.K blogged at 5:47 AM