Saturday, October 29, 2005 - woo hoo! :
today's evangelistic service was amazing, as always.

not because the singing was great, neither was it because lots of practice went into the service (barely any practice i would think), neither was it because the preaching was superb (although it WAS good), but because God was among us.

out of all the new-comers, i would say more than half accepted the Jesus into their life!

AWESOME

don't you thing its awesome how God is moving amongst the youth? because of today, the youth ministry at Revival Centre Church is under going restructing AGAIN. and the last restructing was done just a few months ago after Camp Accelerate.

the young cell groups are growing exponentially - just Joyce's (my ex-cell member whos now a cell leader) cell alone now has TWENTY kids. that's a lot of kids...

and new leaders are arising! no no... i doubt it will be me.. WAHAHAHA. no, seriously. i still have a loooong way to go... still so much maturation to take place and discipline to take place in my spiritual life. ultimately, all that matters to me is that i can serve my God! :D

its really amazing that God is doing so much in our midst. right now, the church can barely hold all the present cell-groups. and now that the youth ministry has grown AGAIN, we really really really need to re-develop the church. otherwise we're going to have cell out on the carpark... -_-'' but its a good problem! :]

lets move on to me now... how is my spiritual life? im no longer going through the period where my spiritual life grows at an exponential rate... right now, it all boils down to my obedience on the finer things of God's refing process in me. i have been a stubborn mule as of late. sigh... but i know that God is faithful.

but that doesn't stop me from feeling so disappointed with myself. i should be advancing along with the rest as God's wave washes over us. but here i am, trying to keep up with God when its really not so difficult - just obey. i really really really want this A levels to be over. all this time, my mind has been filled with my studies, so much so i am giving God the mininum time that i should be giving, i.e, my daily quiet time, which is not even of good quality.

thats not to say of course, that all my quiet time is really bad. i have good ones, and bad ones. but what really peeves me is that God has spoken to me on the key of good quiet time, but i just don't seem to be doing what He instructed me to do. hai... after this A's are over, i think the very first thing im going to do when i get back home is to worship Him. a REAL time of worship...

I tried to walk on the water
and found myself under the sea
So with water up my nose
I felt Your hand come close to save me
I've tried to cast out the demons
I've gone to the darkest of regions
When fear has me shaking
You suddenly
break in to save me
I desire to be like you
Like any son or daughter
I want to be like my Father
I desire to be like you
You promised to never
forsake me
So I'll risk it all if
You'll make me
like You


C.K blogged at 7:47 AM