Friday, April 07, 2006 - i'm spent. : it has been a rather slack week.

yet for some reason, this was the longest week for me so far...

i just had live firing for the SAW and SAR 21, of which i must say, is very *insert adjective*.

and to add icing to the cake, i have been barred from the next TWO nights out for the most idiotic reasons.

and all this happened in a span of TWO days. -___-

the first declaration that i would stay in camp for the next nights out happen during the live firing. apparently, i shouldn't have bought something from the mobile canteen (basically a van with food stuffies) because they hadn't given permission.

but, the guy i asked before i bought anything said that we could buy. so yes. i wouldn't say that that guy sabotaged me, but what the heck. i got punished for no reason.

the 2nd declaration happened today. and that came about because i left my rifle with my platoon when i left with the staff sergeant to set up the water point at the obstacle grounds. apparently, they disagreed with my actions - leaving my rifle with my platoon when i was under orders to follow the staff sergeant.

and so for that, i got another nights off struck off the list.

Yay.

my final conclusion is this.

The Army can't seem to melt out FAIR punishments.

it's almost as if they are too lazy to process information in their green brains and come up with a more informed and impartial solution. so thus, they say,

"Oh what the heck. let's just whack them all up! Woo hoo!"

so what is my solution? Siam everything. (read: just escape everything they tell you to do so you don't get into trouble.)

man, i'm a genius. -__-

anyhow, it has been a good week for me. how so? my spiritual life is finally back on the right track.

i have no idea how it got back on track, but i do know that whatever God wanted me to learn, i have learnt it. and in this time, i have learnt to love with a greater love, to look upon others with more forgiving eyes and strive for the purity of mind.

so lets march on Christian soldiers. and fight the good fight!

C.K blogged at 11:07 PM