Sunday, April 02, 2006 - sigh : i just realized i haven't been updating in a loooong loooong time. lazy me...

im now in SISPEC as expected... training to be a nondescript sergeant.

actually, life in there is considered to be much slacker than my time in bmt... but then again, the training is definately more challenging...

and it would suck to know that my previously sprained ankle (thanks to the last obstacle when i did my SOC in bmt) is preventing me from joining in all the physical training... as such, i am SERIOUSLY lagging behind in my physical fitness... sigh...

tommorow will be a day at the range firing M*****r, M2**, S** *1, *AW, Cl***o** and the Ba*ga**** Tor***o. hahah. i know i know... but i really can't say what weapons ill be firing off tomorrow... its suppose to be a secret... but honestly, the weapons are really not very worthy of being a secret... especially the M*****r, which is totally the opposite of its specifications and supposed strengths...

any how, im actually quite grateful to viper company for putting me through the kind of crap i experienced in bmt. 'cus right now, im actually having it pretty easy in SISPEC... although my bunkmates from falcon, jagaur and other slack companies would beg to differ.

but nevertheless, that specter of unfairness still remains... i shall not say much lest MINDEF decides to court martial me.

right now, i really really REALLY want to ORD. ie, get out of army soon. all those times, when i was in church hearing my army friends saying "ORD....ORD.." with that maniacal look of glee on their faces, i thought they were making too big of deal about it.

i have been enlightened. -___-

now I want to ORD. and go to university. but that would be a 18 months more. (T_T)

and speaking of university, SMU offered me a seat right after my interview!! haha. i think i did well for it! (not bragging hor...) but frankly, i have no idea if i can even go there... assuming i do pass my pilot selection board and the dreaded air-grading, i have a chance to go to university and get paid at the same time.

but the issue is this - the RSAF seems to open the award to only NUS or NTU. SMU is not in the picture. -__- so right now, im hoping its just old and inaccurate information.

anyhow, i intend to major in psychology and statistics. i have absolutely no idea what i can do with a psychology degree, but i think ill let God decide from here...

and i need a new blogskin!! blogskins.com is dead and down. and im looking for drogue-designs which is also down. sigh. its hard to find good skins.

C.K blogged at 1:42 AM