Thursday, August 30, 2007 - don't know and don't really give a damn! : i have come to a point in my ns, where i really, really, really don't give a damn.

it's really one of those times where you don't care bout what others say and do, and you don't have any qualms just siam-ing every damn thing. it's really a point where you just don't care.

my understudy is not coming anytime soon honestly and that means i probably will NOT have the chance to take any offs (and even then, a certain individual in my office is going to make things exceptionally hard for me).

and so this below chunk of text is dedicated specially to YOU! in fact, i might just send this to YOU.



Dear *** ***,

For all of your qualifications and achievements, you are truly one ASSED boss. Frankly, I sincerely and wholeheartedly believe that I can be a better boss than you. You are so shortsighted and egotistic that you failed to take a leaf out of your upper study's book.

Your concern is with yourself and your own image. Yet it's so terribly ironic that your conduct and demeanour is so blindingly obvious to all those around you. But you, so unfeeling and incapable of discernment, walk around and initiate in small talk and banter with other nsfs as if you are on amiable terms with them; assuming that they are completely and totally sold to your "sweet" image.

You are such a fool.

You are not just a fool, but an infinitely self-absorbed one. From the day you came into the office, your facade held up like a tracing paper in the face of a storm. I saw you for who you truly were. But i am a giver of second chances. I gave you the chance to prove to me that i was wrong about you, that my first impression of you was erroneous. I will never forget that day when you left me alone on Tekong in the midst of another unit's training and accusing me of irresponsibility when the onus was not on ME to get it right.

Your emotional quotient is laughable. You are truly socially challenged and insipid in your thoughts. But then again, maybe I ought to thank you, because I have learnt so much from you - that you are everything a boss should NOT be. You disgust me with your attitudes. You are, in all honestly, an ankle deep poseur.

The rank that you wear now on your shoulders, was and still is being built upon the back of nsfs.

The day will come when you trip over your own ego and when that day comes, I don't think you will ever realize it, because your nose is always up there in the skies. I wish every success to your upper study, because he is deserving of it. I am not comparing him to you because he was an exceptional boss, but because he is what a boss SHOULD BE.



now i had to let that out. a lil more than 2 more months. I have waited over a year and half for the day when i will walk out of this disappointing organization. 2 more months is nothing. deny me all you want. it is regardless, since i will leave. you however, can rot in that hole. good riddance.

C.K blogged at 12:46 AM